So he said tonight that he couldn't do this anymore. I know a big part of it is because I complain about not getting help, but I can only do so much. And instead of everyone sitting around maybe they could take the initiative and get up and do something.

With that said, I know that I've put everything that I could into this. I've tried my hardest. I told him that I kept the paperwork from March. So, I know that I've tried my hardest and it still wasn't good enough.

With that said, I'm ready for any decisions that he wants to make.

Another night of crying myself to sleep because I just wish he was the man I met on day 1. I know that we had both done things to hurt each other but I do miss the man that I fell in love with.

I want someone to love me, take care of me, be happy with me, talk and listen to me, make me laugh, hold me, kiss me like they want to, and occasionally have sex with me. I just feel neglected and unappreciated. I know he tried but I don't know how long I can go while pregnant slaving over trying to make him happy and at the same time my needs aren't met.

It is small things like a neck rub, or just being held, or some help with things, or even sex. He doesn't have anything to do with me sexually. I just feel neglected. Ive fallen out of his realm. I'm not in his scope of attraction any more.

I just don't know what to expect or do. Especially after tonight. He said he couldn't do it anymore. I'm 7 months pregnant. How am I going to do this?

I just know that I tried and if it comes down to this then I will need to put myself together and over come this.

This is going to be a rough Christmas.....